Toxic

by Refinement

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Ambiguity and emotions collapse
my searching for sanitarium is a long lost cause
(It's a long lost cause)

Do I break myself again, and follow my ambitions
Or do I put my faith into you, I really don’t know what to do
Toxicity has come, and again I will allow it to consume me
(For the rest of my days)

But the weight came and left, time and time again
No longer will I let sorrow and woe fill my head anymore
No, not anymore, I won’t allow it to consume me
No
But the weight came and left time and time again
This is a promise I consume, inside the marrow of all my bones, and my sinning toxic ways

I lost my best friend, and I lost myself
And it’s never going to change how I feel
I'm done
I lost my best friend and I lost myself
And it’s never going to change
Nothing you can do will stop this
I am the product of your dead and toxic ways
They consume me, inside the marrow of all my bones

The weight has been lifted from my shoulders
The same ones, that used to lay on your chest
Not anymore
(Not anymore)
No, not anymore
It’s time to learn and to grow

And time and time I pray again
I will grow stronger through your words and ending toxic ways
they consume me, and you tore it in me
Separate myself from this,
Separate myself from this,
I will no longer allow myself to be thrown into the side

Separate myself from this, this is the passion of my life,
it's in my lungs
Separate myself from this, this is passion of my life

Separate myself from this
I will no longer allow myself to be thrown into the side
Separate myself from this, this is passion of my life

Separate

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Produced/Mixed/Mastered by Mikhail Marinas at Brady Street Recordings and Backroom Studios.
Additional Editing by Samantha Bevins

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IG: @refinementnj

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